Friday, December 31, 2010

So- I've been thinking.

2011 is going to be my BITCH. Straight up. 



  • I will go to the lady doctor about my PMDD (Self diagnosed, but if it's not that then I'm bipolar)
  • I will do laundry... more often.
  • I will save money
  • I will spent saved money on wedding things. (Holy frik- I'm getting MARRIED this year?)
  • I will learn more patience with my son. He's only little once.
  • I will not ever wax my own eyebrows again. Fucking OW.
  • I will do routine tune ups on my car. 
  • I will not pick up cigarettes whenever I feel like having one. I rarely finish a pack.
  • I will bust out the Just dance game after work.
  • I will revel in the fact that I'm off work at 315 everyday.
  • I will spend more time with Ryder outside instead of plunking him in front of the TV so I can make dinner.
  • I will make healthier dinners- not just what's quick. 
  • Speaking of healthy- I will google sneaky healthy recipes I can trick Ryder into eating.
  • I will see how much it cost to join weight watchers.
  • I will make Chelsea be my buddy on it!! :) 
  • I will be healthier for my kid. I don't want him to see me go through the surgery I just watched my mom go through.
  • I will read him more than one book at night if he wants.
  • All in all- I will embrace what I have while I have it. 
I do love everything I have in my life- my son, my man, my family, my friends, my job... everything, that is, except my car. Goddammit I hate that thing. Sigh

Next year- perhaps I'll get a new car? Fingers crossed!

Sunday, December 5, 2010

Ugh.

So, can I just say that I am hung-the-FUCK-over?


Holy crap. Who really needed those extra 4 margaritas? Me- obviously.


We were drinking like high schoolers last night... but obviously getting old means that I do not recover from such festivities like I did in high school.


I feel like 18 different kinds of ass right now. 


And I slept with my engagement ring on, so now I have a perfect mark on my cheek from laying on it, and it's engraved into my finger. Lovely.


I'm gonna try and go feel like I'm not dead now.